It’s been so long since I’ve been on my blog, I almost forgot my password. WordPress recently “congratulated” me for having first registered with WP eight years ago. My, my, how times flies. Except … I have posts going as far back as November 2007. Oh, I don’t want to be snippy, but my head is so full of computer code right now, it’s hard not to try and make mincemeat out of WP.
Yes, sadly, my absence (or, at best my filmy, flimsy presence) is due in large part to my workplace. It’s been a hellacious time with projects being delayed and then coming due all at the same time; with little nonsense fires that takes several people (including moi) to put out because, you know, leadership (or the lack thereof) don’t have a clue; with regular duties that get put off because of the projects and then the thousand mea culpas that I feel obliged to give because it’s “Nobody’s Fault But Mine.” Okay, that is just the title of a song I like, as sung by Joan Osborne.
I’ve been surfacing here and there in the blogosphere, trying to keep up with friends and failing (as usual) but … I can’t stop trying because there’s just so much good stuff being written and shared.
Unlike this post.
But there is light at the end of my workaday tunnel and I expect to (eventually) be back up and writing and reading and commenting … eventually, as I say. I may never regain the energy or even the will to be a daily blogger as I once was or even a weekly one. It’s not that I don’t want to write. I do. I do. I do. I just don’t feel compelled to engage with you all on only my platform when visiting you on yours is so much more fun.
More importantly for me right now, I’m trying to get some balance in my daily life by engaging in mindfulness (and I do hope you all aren’t sick of hearing about mindfulness yet). Spring has come to my corner of the US and I make a daily effort to get out and walk about, even if it’s just around my building. The sun is warm but the air is cool in the shade and often I pick up my pace and make my way (with determination even) to a large pond uphill from the complex where I work. Often my efforts are rewarded with sightings of hawks, red-winged blackbirds, egrets, blue herons, squirrels, rabbits, pond sliders, and lazy cats gazing out windows. Recently, I was fortunate in coming upon a wood stork feeding in a clump of tall grass that bordered the pond. I approached slowly, quietly, but the nervous large bird took exception to my presence and flew off. And I was fortunate that for once I thought to use the video function on my iPhone. Please enjoy and see you all around and about again.
Marie A Bailey
Writer, blogger, knitter, cat lover, and introvert.